Hells bells.  using and using and using.  Back with old axis allies.   Used every day since...since say Fri before last. Ten days in a row.  Rom gabo, mixing with very nasty types, not evil just dysfunctional.  How quickly I forgot how sad these people are. Complaints, whining and no hope for the future.  So lucky I am to be with S who, whilst still into gabo, has kept a positive spin on the game,

gotta stop b4 i turn back in to the old life waster.  gotta start gym and cooking etc again.   gotta get motivated and believing in my self again.