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"Well well well, my two knights in shining armour, Mr Tall and Mr Small."

Delving deeper and deeper into the world of VB.NET.  S says I am officially a computer geek, then strikes that and says I am a freak instead.   All much of a muchness.  Blatted the gabster Sat morning with my pay, had tried the night before after returning from the gym but no beans no lerv.   Ten minutes turned into one and a half hours, and I was paying for myself, S and tax for dealer-man.  Expensive habits.  Surprising thing was, I didn't enjoy it that much.  Previous blatts had been rip offs and I was happy with that but now when I spent $130 I actually felt it and go t the nausea trip etc...How screwed am I that I am happy when I get no response?? I am reminded of the conclusion that I came to a decade ago that this stuff is only worthwhile if you dive in headfirst and live the whole shitey life of it - cops scum etc.   No fun occasional dabble and slow recovery.

Off to gym tomorrow again with my personal trainer.  Sore times a coming.   I need 40 hours in a day to keep up with all this VB.NET stuff I am trying to learn.  Herbaliser on the stereo helps.  S didn't get the Sache job as a Fashionista (or a Fashion Soldier as she says) coz she had no drivers licence.  I still see only good things for her future but it's hard to get her to agree.  Now she is moving out in a year, so I guess she's resigned to being unhappy with me for that time and saving moola to escape to Melb with S2...24 hours is a long time in politics they say but a year....

Just trying to get through the days with the Valiums running out.   Immortal Technique Vol 1 bought on weekend excellent lyrics makes me proud to listen to hip-hop.  Gotta get back to the Vis Studio console.

btw, watched Nudgee boatramp fire on weekend, got a Motorola V600 fone with Bluetooth, Teri's hubby v ill leg amputation coming up world keeps spinning.

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